Hey

I don't particularly remember what I was going to write about. But I am so glad I ate dinner. I feel so much more full after time is taken out to take care of yourself. That and I wasn't running on chips and power ade. I am going to go to sleep in a bit - call it quits. I'm not strong like I used to be. But there is only a little bit more school left. I didn't go to Acess today. I'm not doing very well in it. I've finally hit the block, the stopping point and I'm ready to go home. Weird how saying out loud you haven't seen your family since Christmas makes a sudden realization. Things will be okay won't they be? I mean, life is meant to work out. -isn't it? I once was very optimistic. Let's be that way right now. I'm letting go. Ungripping control.